im in sem break now. just finished my exam last week. and it was really bad. the suckest ever. i blame myself because im very playful & i lost my focus. study THE VERY last minute. like 2 days before exam. but im glad that i have great awesome classmates. they helped me so much! i never study alone for this sem, 100% relied on study group & discussion. with fariz, kak rai & the geng on the day and at night, with anadel, ireen, buzz & the geng. for CSC we stayed at the library for 3days from morning until night. very tiring but it was very helpful especially for those who are lazy & havent prepare anything yet. well im a study group person. not all student like to study group but for me, it is the best way.
im not satisfied with all my papers. seriously, the papers werent as hard as i thought, but i couldnt answer well because the time were very limited. plus, i forgot what i've read & studied :p except for PHY400 and CSC425, oo yeah baby the questions were very hard as hell. i even didnt have any idea how to start answer most of the questions. but majority of my classmates said CSC paper was easy, that because they answered 2007 past year question. while me, focus on 2008. and guess what, our questions were similar & close to 2007. bukan rezeki dapat spot soalan. and im very dissapointed. down, frust and hopeless. with low carry marks & OBE, i cant do anything accept doa so that i pass all papers. and really hope i got 3pointer at least. it's not impossible but it's difficult. with that bad exam performance, i dont think i can enjoy my holiday. i will never stop pray. i believe ALLAH listen to me, my prayer & my wish. and i promise to myself i will never nakal as i nakal this sem. im not saying i will be a good girl but, tak macam sem ni la. teruk gila! please ALLAH forgive me. i dont want to repeat any paper and give me 3point *insaf*
past is past. i've got my lesson. next time, dont procastinate assignments & reports. do it as fast as quality as i can. so that i have more time to study & study earlier. the most important, focus in class. okay! as for now, the result, i leave to ALLAH. dont worry so much yuni, calm down. whatever it is, you still gained ilmu. result will be on 22nd feb, seram!