i cant focus on my study. i dont feel like studying at all. i cant force myself to digest all these syllabus. i feel bored with science field. i love biology but lately something bothering me. something from the past. something that i wish i can do & involve in. something that i wanna do now. something that i know i can do well . something that really im into with. yes! THAT THING which people rarely know that i love it. but i cant quit my study. no no no. i've to wait for other 4 sem until graduated. 2 years. and stuck with these science and management subjects. i know i cant think this way, i need to get back on track, focus and repair my study performance before late. i dont want my result sucks. i dont expect to get flying colors either. i wish for a medium result. but i admit didnt prepare anything at all. i feel bad for myself. for mama & abah. wake up yuni. stop pampering yourselves with unimportant things. stop thinking about something that can be waited. focus on exam :( im deadly afraid to sit for the exam but im so out of the track now. gahh! why is it have to be like this? & i can feel changes in myself. why yuni why? what happen to you?
